Showing posts with label hopelessness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hopelessness. Show all posts

Friday, September 2, 2011

No Rest for the Wicked, But What About Me?

Dear Sleep,

Come back, please. I miss your sweet, loving embrace. The asshole you left to keep me company leaves dark circles under my eyes. If you could just come back, even for a couple of nights, I would, really, REALLY appreciate it.

And I promise I won't drool.

...If  I can help it.

Desperately yours,
Ella Mayo

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Un-sunny

Dear Cancer,

Please stop fucking with my family. I'm tired of seeing you take the strongest members of my family and lay them low, eventually killing them.

I am on my path of self-discovery. I found my path that will lead to my fortuitous future, then you pop up and turn a happy time in my life to one of despair. You invade one person, but affect everyone around them. You cause nothing but hurt.

Go away, Cancer.

The thing I hate most about you is that I cannot fight you. I cannot go into my grandfather's or my father-in-law's body, beat the ever-loving shit out of you and make you leave. I can only watch as you deteriorate my loved ones.  Only sit in my room and pray, damning you all the time.

I can't wait until I've seen the last of you.

Yours in vile hate,
Ella Mayo